What would you do if you could gain the whole world, but lose your own soul?
"I'm back blogging again!"
How I wish these words take the place of what's coming next.
"I'm sorry I'm not blogging anymore."
Hahaha I know some of you slightly weird people still come back to see if I've updated, but I won't be posting anymore on this blog. :(
Idk. I MIGHT make a new blog... you know, start afresh. But for now, those ideas are out the window.
I never actually realized what I had till it was gone. Unbeknownst to others, I had a wonderful life ahead of me. I had my freedom, and could do my work pretty easily. My parents were carefree, my brother was fun. My life was a jovial bliss.
Until now. For once, I can feel everything I've been working on, developing, weigh down upon my shoulders. My once free life has been enchambered, under lock and key. Of course, I know, that this will be gone in a flash after finals... but I just wish sometimes. And yet, there's "be careful what you wish for." There's always a compromise. -.-
This what, PERFORMANCE PRESSURE? HAHAHAHA pardon my invented term.I don't even know why I'm just dumping everything on this stupid computer, on some stupid blog that no one reads, some stupid crap I'm just wasting my time on. I've come to realise this is all my bloody fault. I should not allow anyone to affect me if I'm doing what I love most. Do I love what I do? Yes, very much. But there's always all those grades.. all those exams... all those expectations.
WHAT AM I DOING I SHOULD BE BLOGGING MY LAST POST WTH. :D
Allow me to reminisce, to smother myself in the memories those blissful endless hours I used to blog, used to gather all those super cute blog toys, how I used to blog-hop like nuts.
Hahaha. But everything's got to end, doesn't it?
Seize the day, or die regretting the time you lost.
I feel my vision burn,
I feel my memories fade with time,
But I'm too young to worry,
A melody, a memory, or just one picture.
Don't worry. I'll be back. :)
I hope.
Problems occur once in a while.
Hmm. Okay, maybe I don't. But I'll do my best since I already got it, and I'm sorry you feel that way. I'll do my best, even though perhaps I don't deserve it. :(
I'm sorry.
Hellooo I'm blogging in ICT class now... Tnarish is stoning with is laptop. And I seriously mean stoning. He didn't move for the past minute. Okay.. he just moved.
Hahahhah!
Okay, I gtg now. Edits later.
Hmm. Okay, maybe I don't. But I'll do my best since I already got it, and I'm sorry you feel that way. I'll do my best, even though perhaps I don't deserve it. :(
I'm sorry.
Hellooo I'm blogging in ICT class now... Tnarish is stoning with is laptop. And I seriously mean stoning. He didn't move for the past minute. Okay.. he just moved.
Hahahhah!
Okay, I gtg now. Edits later.
Silent teacher alert.
Congrats young one. *bows*
Edit: Yan Yin here. *Jedi voice* Thank you, Master Chia. :D
Edit: Yan Yin here. *Jedi voice* Thank you, Master Chia. :D
Aiyoh.
It MIGHT be next Tuesday. OMG I cannot tahan already; maximum hyper-ness overload.
Why isn't anyone ONLINE?!
Where are my MSN buddies. Sad/ I detest having no MSN chatting.
Hmph. Hahah it's nearly 10 so I can't blame them.
My birthday is coming on October, but my parents are already asking me what I want. Haha, they learn from past experiences, I don't really ask for much on usual days but for my birthday, wham! Bombastic much. (:
This year, it's a notebook/laptop since it was a "I'm not going to pay RM99 every month for internet. Why do you need it for?" when I said I want an iPhone. Excellent.
So I have to settle for a notebook instead. I'm not really familiar with good laptop brands, so if you know really good non-laggy and purdyful ones then please please please comment.
Hmm. But I think there's a higher chance on a Sony Vaio SR Series. (: Hahah I guess I don't have to worry about a dearth of gadgets. (:
Aiyoh. Entertain me please.
It MIGHT be next Tuesday. OMG I cannot tahan already; maximum hyper-ness overload.
Why isn't anyone ONLINE?!
Where are my MSN buddies. Sad/ I detest having no MSN chatting.
Hmph. Hahah it's nearly 10 so I can't blame them.
My birthday is coming on October, but my parents are already asking me what I want. Haha, they learn from past experiences, I don't really ask for much on usual days but for my birthday, wham! Bombastic much. (:
This year, it's a notebook/laptop since it was a "I'm not going to pay RM99 every month for internet. Why do you need it for?" when I said I want an iPhone. Excellent.
So I have to settle for a notebook instead. I'm not really familiar with good laptop brands, so if you know really good non-laggy and purdyful ones then please please please comment.
Hmm. But I think there's a higher chance on a Sony Vaio SR Series. (: Hahah I guess I don't have to worry about a dearth of gadgets. (:
Aiyoh. Entertain me please.
Helloooo
As you guys have noticed, my blog has been brutally attacked and changed by ME :D
And.. I have deleted my entire archive, except for a few recent posts. Here I start once more at square 1.
I hope you guys like it, cause' I'm very very picky when it comes to blog templates. Hmm, my blog will have a few more changes; I'll add more gadgets and widgets and all that crap. This is the sort of template I haven't used before, so it might take a while for me to 100% know my template. Yeah, I'm dumb. Laugh.
I won't be posting a Cbox anymore, so I would really appreciate it if you leave a comment using the comment tool? Thank you.
Enjoy. :D
PS: I'm adding labels to ensure the neatness of my blog. I'm all for neatness now, I think. Haha, (:
Second edit:
The conversation has been taken out. Aiyoh, you guys are so immature.
